upon the arrival, we went to this so-called famousamous restaurant, forgot the name, but something sarimah lah. my sister said, they serve the MOST DELICIOUS mee kari - EVER! and she quoted "nada mee kari dibrunei melawan mee karinya". so yeah. we had sayur pakis, sambal mangga, kari kepala ikan and kari kambing. and for those two girls, KOLOMEE AYAM!
personally, nyaman but macam samaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa saja! curry she claimed "NYAMAN" not as nyaman as curry cheezeboxx! yumm! yumm! so yeah.. biasaaaaa pun saja. and barang2nya and salon and facial, especially tudongs semua MURAH SEMURAH MURAH MURAH. for i.e tudung syria disini BND26 but disana RM26. MURAH jua tuuu. nanti tah kesana lagi, insyallah. & yes, we got stuck in between limbang's post and brunei's post for 2 bloody hours! and i burdened the most excruciating throbbing pain arah urethra ku cos aku kan bekamih sebekamih2nya but since kami terstuck in between limbang and brunei post, malastahku. tahan tah saja.
yang lebih berengsek sekali, sudah sampai post brunei, ada 4-5 orang b Q kan makai jamban! confirm bau tuuu.. PASSED!
so decided to tahan saja. on the way home, felt like ing tia lagi.macam-macam saja! then my sister macam sengaja! singgah singgajh tia lagi.. imagine that! tahan rasa kamut-kamut yang mendalam selama 2jam! bukan saja di dapan, dibelakang as well. tuhan~
soooooo, i literally did these in the car , , , , ,
yep!! bipolar much!
after she's done with "bali-ice-cream" - HOME! and baru sampai dapan simpang rumah, i to the house and did thisand currently my tummy and my kidney masih sakit! bloodyhell!
oh! went to ICC with the lover last thursday! and it was POOOOUUURINGGGGG!! & ICC was BOOOOORINGGG. siuk lagi consumer fair. dapat cuba-cuba makanan. kami masuk THE DUNGEON yang "membrijap ah" this is the video we took outside the dungeon entrance..
and afterwards, we went to "ze place" where si my lover & i started. love love love! very much in loveee! &yes, people who know me well, knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that i love love loveeeee bruno mars!! i have to admit, at certain angles, he looks bida sebida bida umat. but idk, probably the voice, the nose or the dimples or that cute look when he makes faces! tirgoda aku ini! especially whenever i look at this particular vid.
uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Written @ Tuesday, January 25, 2011
this is going to be brief but i hate maths! yes! i really hate it! there is no possible words i could come up with that could explain how much i faaaaking hate maths!
i don't know how to calculate a simple maths! i am a bimbo and im not ashamed to admit it! not even a slight hint of bashfulness! i just hate maths so much even the sight of a
+
-
x
/
make me feel like throwing the biggest tantrums in the world!!
i am a numpty when it comes to maths! i know bugger all about calculations! maths! absobloodyloutely an uber idiotically cabbage! i really really really really wish lover is here. he usually helps me with this sort of "difficulties". i'll be like "sayang, 8 x 7 berapa?" "sayang 6 x 7 berapa?" and at times he'd say something like "baby, 7 x 8 berapa?" "7 x 4 berapa?" seeeeee~ helping eachother. awwhh. we are just cute! NOT! blimey! i need help! help! help! help! please help your poor damsel in distress darling!! blargh!! i just couldn't do it! its not like i chose to not but i gave the biggest welly but yeah, CANT! living with the fact that I SUCK MATHEMATICS BALLS! (originated from "sucks monkey balls". its actually a slang that adit and i have been using for quite some times now) so yea! however, tried the 1st and 2nd questions. well, feel uber bollocksed with those bollocks and i pretty much bollocksed up both questions. bollocks! bollocks! bollocks!! i really need some kip. my head is aching!
on a brighter note, i cant wait for tomorrow,
Written @ Sunday, January 23, 2011
i am currently working on my dissertation and my topic is : : : : : : :
"factor influence suicide in teenagers"
its my 1st major topic.
i woke up early today. even though i had the most restless night of my life!! matter of fact, my neck is still killing me! hurts like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . speaking of pain, i had the worst trots yesterday! felt like, lover had been driving me up the wall for no apparent reason. was a bit mardy yesterday cos i hadn't went to the toilet for 3days. kesian you darlingand so him and i bought enema and needless for me to explain in detail on how i used it. fast-forwarding. i finally . and surprisingly, i expected it to be a bit pony but nope!! NORMAL!! alhamdulillah. *silent* what a load of cack! okay okay. i have to stop now. something is distracting me. tata
Written @ Friday, January 21, 2011
alright!!
these were taken on wiena's and nurul's birthday bash. more photos are on my facebook. these are the sneak peek. i took sedikit pictures saja, dalam 90+ and most of the pictures, specifically, 35 of them are Abang arin's a.k.a Abang jimidin a.k.a abang jimmy a.k.a Jimmydean a.k.a Jimmy gaga a.k.a jimmy knowles a.k.a jimmy perry a.k.a jimmy pitt a.k.a jimmy cruise a.k.a jimmy carey (pokok pangkalnya semua nama artist atu nama dapan durang mesti namanya dulu ) so-called modeling poses. like these
malasku mengusai2. biar tia beserabut. aku move move move saja. malaskan usai labih2.
my sister just got back from shenzen and honkong and she bought stuffs! cutesy stuffs!! sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cutesy bags for coins, handphones, yada yada yada. cute! intention : SELLING. ada kain and also E-cigarette. she bought 3/4 e-cigarette and she's selling the other 3. price : $100. she said its good for those smokers to practise INDA BESIGUP. plus we've tried it, it tasted like sheesha!there are varieties of topups/butts/flavours. fruitty-fruitty flavours! macam for me, not a big fan! not my cup of tea!neither si Lover nor abang antoi but the rest of my abangs loved it! its another way to live a s-called healthy healthful life.
okay now! this is abang jimmy gaga's cheap shot with the cutesy bag i mentioned! there are moreeeeeee! they're anna sui. (dont ask me about its authenticity cos i have absolutely no idea, but it still looks absobloodylutely adoooooorable!! ) don't care anyway, im easy.
okay!! look at between mother's index and middle finger!! looks like a fag but why is she smoking fag inside the house. Its the E-cigarette! mother tried it too! mother is a good sport! she's sooooo funny and adventurous even though she's a 65 years old lady, mama, nini! she is absolutelyyyyy a good friend of her 16 children! especially mine! and oh, probably some of you are wondering how E-cigarette looks like.
need to have a slash! so bad!
Written @ Friday, January 21, 2011
goes the true love of my life.
currently on repeat!! who would've ever thought that . . . i am sure this is real. this feeling. this man! this life! this happiness! finally, i am sure, without doubt, 100% guarantee that
i have found my one true love!!! i found you! my cute baby giraffe!
Written @ Wednesday, January 19, 2011
i was browsing through the net and found this.
If we could get arrested for being a Muslim, would the police have enough evidence to bring us in? Why is it so hard to tell the truth but yet so easy to tell a lie? Why are we so sleepy in mosque but right when the prayer is over, we suddenly wake up? Why is it so hard to talk about Allah but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff? Why is it so boring to look at a Islamic Article but yet so easy to look at a nasty one? Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail but yet we forward all of the nasty ones? Why are the Masjid getting smaller, but yet the dance clubs are getting larger? Let's continue praying for one another. As we look at this article we realise how true the Messenger(P.B.U.H) was these signs were prophesized 1400 years ago!!! Take a look.... Now this is scary!!!!
Camels will no longer be used as a means of transport; ✓
People will ride on saddles that aren't saddles (cars?) ; ✓
The distance on earth will become short;( aeroplanes, jets, RT,LRT, etc) ;✓
Horses will not be used in wars; ✓
Very tall buildings will be built; ✓
The disappearance of knowledge and the appearance of ignorance, with much killing; ✓
Adultery will become widespread, and the drinking of wine will become common; ✓✓
The number of men will decrease and the number of women will increase until there are 50 women to be looked after by one man. ✓
Islam will become worn out like clothes are✓, until no one will know what fasting, prayer, charity and rituals are;
Allah will send a disease to fornicators that will have no cure (Aids?); ✓
People will begin to believe in the stars and reject AL QADAR (THE DIVINE DECREE OF DESTINY); ✓
Men will pass by people's graves and say: "Would that I were in his place"; (large amount of sucidal deaths?); ✓
The Euphrates will uncover a mountain of gold for which people will fight over (the river of Alfurat that lies near Syria); ✓✓✓✓
Approximately 30 DAJJALS will appear, each one claiming to be the Messenger of ALLAH;
Earthquakes will increase; ✓
Time will pass quickly; ✓
Afflictions will appear; ✓
Killing will increase; ✓
Wealth will increase; ✓
Women will be wearing clothes but not wearing clothes; ✓
THE PROPHET (saw) SAID: "IF MY UMMAH BEARS 15 TRAITS (QUALITIES),TRIBULATION WILL FOLLOW IT." (DAY OF JUDGEMENT) SOMEONE ASKED, "WHAT ARE THEY O MESSENGER OF ALLAH?" HE (saw) SAID:
When any gain is shared out only among the rich, with no benefit to the poor;
When a trust becomes a means of making profit;
When paying ZAKKAT becomes a burden;
When voices are raised in the Masjid;
When the leader of a people is the worst of them; When people treat a man with respect because what he may do;
When much wine is drunk; red wind or the earth swallow them, or to be transformed into animals."
'IMRAN IBN HUSAYN SAID: "THE PROPHET (AS) SAID, 'SOME PEOPLE OF THIS UMMAH WILL BE SWALLOWED BY THE EARTH, TRANSFORMED INTO ANIMALS, AND SOME WILL BE BOMBARDED WITH STONES'. ONE OF THE MUSLIMS ASKED, WHEN WILL THAT BE O MESSENGER Of ALLAH?' HE SAID, 'WHEN SINGERS AND MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS WILL BECOME POPULAR, AND MUCH WINE IS DRUNK.' " THE GREATER SIGNS OF THE HOUR The Quran will disappear in one night, even from the people's hearts, and no Ayyah will be left on earth. (Some groups of old people will be left who will say: "We heard of fathers' saying "LAILLAHA ILLA ALLAH" so we repeat it);
The appearance of the MAHDI;
The appearance of the DAJJAL (Anti Christ);
The appearance of Ya'juj and Ma'juj(biblical Gog and Magog);
Isa (Jesus) will come during the time of Dajjal;
The rising of the sun from the west;
The destruction of the Ka'ba and the recovery of its treasures; '
The smoke.
these signs are the signs of pre-yaumul qiyamah. Scary. cos most of them have happened and are happening as we speak. im not saying, yaumul hisab is close but it is going to happen- eventually. That's one of Allah's promises. i was reading 'TRUE WISDOM DESCRIBED IN THE QURAN" by harun yahya. it is incredible. it makes you contemplate. well, it makes me contemplate about life. its a good book.and i currently am listening to sheikh yasir Qadhi about judgment day. it is one goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood ceramah. love it. interested? click this.
Written @ Tuesday, January 18, 2011
have been experiencing PMS since last week and im having my 1st day of period today! god! i feel sooooo relieved! i had been chewing my boiipreng's head off, been incessantly breathing on his neck, been a genuinely a pique bitch, been a royal pain in the arse, been acting like and aaaaaaaaaaaall that are officially abisss, tidak perlu marah2 lagii!!alhamdulillah.
yesterday i browsed on "how to reduce mood-swings during PMS" and i found one article says that i should
avoid caffiene and sweets. sweet things especially cos it'll put you into jekllyn and hydera situation. it says that sweet stuffs will make you confess your love one minute, then two minutes later you're throwing objects and displaying hatred to those nearest and dearest to you which is super TRUE! cos i always-always do this! plus, i cry, mad, angry, laugh super easy during this period.
avoid antidepressant. it helps with the mood swings but if you stop taking those antidepressants abruptly, it may triggers the neurological system and may lead to extreme depression which eventually may lead to
well, it doesn't help cos i avoided taking sweet stuffs and i never took antidepressants cos i don't believe in those but yea,done those but i still felt shitty and i felt angry, probably most of the time. "i have my own reason for being a bitch" said to my baby. he understands my situation .no doubt!
& oh, i fainted, literally. got home from uni at 10ish and i drove home with one eye opened, blurry vision and cramp and throbbing pain on my left lower quadrant. geeeeeeez! got home, got out of the car, walked slowly and weakly up the stairs, unlock the creaky door and FELL on the bed, -hard! woke up at 1ish pm with blurry+spinning vision, still a little bit fuzzy and i almost felt like my brain had zero control of my body. took me probably more than half an hour to finally realised that im awake, was holding french toasts and sipping on hot milk in the kitchen. i know. wierdd~
haffta go now. hi-tea with ned & the lovvverrr!
Written @ Sunday, January 16, 2011
as i mentioned earlier on my facebook and newly-created-blog-which-bores-the-shit-outta-me, i wanted to watch this but i cant pasalnya we had wiena's 5th birthday and Nurul's 21st birthday celebration last night. & something came up earlier that day so the lover and i inda jadi liat movie. so anyway, was feeling super disappointing pasalnya i really-really-really mau liat movie itu!! yada yada yada, darling came to my house and with my sulky face i invited him in. instead of tarus masuk, he handed me 2 movie tickets! & i smiled - - - - - - widely.
that was sweet.
my caring sweet loving giant!
how was it you might ask? It was probably the best horror movie, malaysian producers have ever made. hat's off to dato yussof haslam and his son. repent repent repent. that's all i have to say. macam aku . . . . . pastu ia . . . . . . . . . . . . masa ia . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . especially masa ia . . . . . . . . . . . . yatahtu!
an 8! well done!
oh, to those who are using cell phones &couldn't click the link, i was talking about
Written @ Saturday, January 15, 2011
its almost 2 am and i have morning class to attend later at 8am. will wake up 7ish, if tebangun, mun inda ahirrrr laaaahhh lagi usulnya niiii.. i just got back from jalan makan with si lover, had our dinner di Kianggeh cos i've been craving for their sup hati buyah since yesterday. sampai hajat tadi. alhamdulillah. thanks to si boiiprengku yang cali secali cali umat atu. & oh, i panicked tadi cos mother balum balik after jalan with her "bestfriend" ( who is coincidentally my ex teacher di P.A.P MAJEEDAH religious school ) pukul 2pm and tadi pukul 12 ish AM udah ia alum balik! my sidarling and i looked all over Brunei sudah, hypothetically but yeah inda kejumpahan. she came back home pukul 1am. 1ish am!! but she's sooooooo cute. our conversation went like this
Me: Ma *went upstairs cari2 ia*. Ma?*turun kebawah ke bilik tamu* Ma? Ma? *walked to the sofa dapan tv*
Me: kemana kita tadi kan?
Mother: ihhhhhhh~ *esen2 bangun tidur* ( balum jua limpas 5minute after i saw her belari2 menutup lampu). KB ku tadiii
Me: cubatah bejalan2 atu bagi tau kita dimana, inda urang ingau mencari kita kesana sini, hp lagi beoff
macam the role ani tebalik pulang nii..sayangthought the panic me was hilarious & i laughed after he said over the phone tadi "bebe atu kan marah2 saja. macam urang tua2 anak 10. marah2 cakap2 seorang diri." i realised that! macam urang tua-tua jua banar. i guess, if my children sudah basar and ahir balik as my mother did, abis lahhhhhhhh, tau ia kan nasibnya. pity!
okay! i hafta go now.
Written @ Friday, January 14, 2011
okay! and now i am back! sorry. I've been neglecting my blog. there are few people who have been asking about my blog and suggested i should start writing again so yeah.. awhhhhh., that is nice. . haha. ober jua emoticon ku ani ihhh.. OH!! so yea, initial intention was to change the whole thing. i mean the layout, headers, side bars, C-box ( as you can see ive tonnes of spammers in my c-box, which, btw, im just TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy to give a rat's ass ) BUT aku lupa cana kan tukar itu ini, apaituindah sooooooooo fade up, im sticking with this. i've made my new header..
i it!!
why?
cos these are few of many things that i own, i love and i am passionate about. sooooo i don't have to explain, do i? BUT!! i do have something to notify. eseh! but yeah, that man in the picture is my lover and Insyallah my future ummmm..ummmmm...ummmmm... spouse.we have planned something and insyallah, just pray for me. insyallah.
so yeaaaaaaaaa, 2011, weheeewwwwwwwwwww!! i know im 15days late but F it. who cares. so yea, so far, 2010 sucks monkey balls hard! like, seriously. uni life is still boring and ummmmmm.. yeah, still boring. nothing much! this week i skipped two classes sudah, and that would be the last! i heard my co-coordinator said "those people who skipped class more than 3x HAVE TO attend counseling". mboh! if inda datang pasal lambat bangun tidur kan diceramahinya cemanakan tidur awal kali? sudah tah ia kan membuang masa ku yang memang sentiasa terbuang ani.
okay! nuff! lets moving on the the brighter note of the post. my petite sister is officially binik orang. wahhhhh! i is sooo beri beri jelus!! macam, banar-banarlahh, banar-banaralah, macamm, banar-banarlah, kalah lah banar-banar si zek kaching atu! hahaha. oh yeahh, about si zek ani, DON'T LET ME START. astagafirullah al'azim!(ummmm.. okay. since, its pouring heavily so the connection F up, tried 3x tp upload her picture but yeah, malastahku lagi tuu, talur punya connection) lets try 1 more time. BAH! malastah ku lagi tuu. tu!!marah yang teramat amat tah ku tuuu..ok! im being random! this is a random post. will post a proper one later, insayallah.. lay'ah!!
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momma!
kenoi!
. PASSED!
ing tia lagi.macam-macam saja! then my sister macam sengaja! singgah singgajh tia lagi.. imagine that! tahan rasa kamut-kamut yang mendalam selama 2jam! bukan saja di dapan, dibelakang as well. tuhan~
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to the house and did this
and currently my tummy and my kidney masih sakit! bloodyhell!
uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i just couldn't do it! its not like i chose to not but i gave the biggest welly but yeah, CANT! living with the fact that I SUCK MATHEMATICS BALLS! (originated from "sucks monkey balls". its actually a slang that adit and i have been using for quite some times now) so yea! however, tried the 1st and 2nd questions. well, feel uber bollocksed with those bollocks and i pretty much bollocksed up both questions. bollocks! bollocks! bollocks!! i really need some kip. my head is aching!
and so him and i bought enema and needless for me to explain in detail on how i used it. fast-forwarding. i finally 
. and surprisingly, i expected it to be a bit pony but nope!! NORMAL!! alhamdulillah. *silent* what a load of cack! okay okay. i have to stop now. something is distracting me. tata
and aaaaaaaaaaaall that are officially abisss, tidak perlu marah2 lagii!!alhamdulillah. 
. haha. ober jua emoticon ku ani ihhh.. OH!! so yea, initial intention was to change the whole thing. i mean the layout, headers, side bars, C-box ( as you can see ive tonnes of spammers in my c-box, which, btw, im just TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy to give a rat's ass ) BUT aku lupa cana kan tukar itu ini, apaituindah sooooooooo fade up, im sticking with this. i've made my new header..
it!!
!! i know im 15days late but F it. who cares. so yea, so far, 2010 sucks monkey balls hard! like, seriously. uni life is still boring and ummmmmm.. yeah, still boring. nothing much! this week i skipped two classes sudah, and that would be the last! i heard my co-coordinator said "those people who skipped class more than 3x HAVE TO attend counseling". mboh! if inda datang pasal lambat bangun tidur kan diceramahinya cemanakan tidur awal kali? sudah tah ia kan membuang masa ku yang memang sentiasa terbuang ani. 
tu!!marah yang teramat amat tah ku tuuu..ok! im being random! this is a random post. will post a proper one later, insayallah.. lay'ah!!
